Zephyr Rōsuton
General Info
NNames: Zephyr Rōsuton-Sama, Zephyr, Zeph, Zephie, Zephyera, Momma Blue, etc.
PN: They/Them He/Him, Masc Lean
Taken by the best support addie bean I could ever ask for, my handsome little bird ><Fandoms:
Too many @.@
Undertale/Deltarune, Danganronpa, Warrior Cats, Genshin, SCP, Minecraft, Vanishing World (songs by Monstrosity), Steven Universe, Hello Puppets, Pokémon, Portal 1+2 (and Blue Sky), Owl House, Gravity Falls, Invader Zim, Vocaloid, Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog, Poppy Playtime, etc.Triggers:
Extreme abandonment trauma and paternal abuse trauma and relationship trauma.
Also, vore sometimes.Note:
Please be patient with me if I apologize a lot or repeat myself or question if you care in the midst of a dip, I worry that a lot of people only pity my presence and might.. Leave.
I can talk about the trauma just fine, sometimes I'll casually bring it up even (in person with people that are okay with it ofc), but it still messed me up.
Please, please, please tell me if I accidentally offend, that would never be my intent ^.^'
My brain is very mushy so I'm forgetful, but I do my best to remember!!Hobbies:
Art, singing, reading, writing, sleeping, character design, etc.About me:
Usually a rambly lurker nerd who likes hyperfixating, bit too comfy with taboo topics, tend to be the mom/therapist friend.Extra:
I have a few small text quirks, that I use to add flavor~
Like Singsong~!
Taunting/flirting~ (though this is usually in jest)
Faces @w@And I use the term Bean, which I get asked about the meaning for that often, so:
Coming from borrowers, little humans in the walls, hearing human being and understanding it as human bean, and in turn, the ones that are friendly with humans call humans "beans" as a term of endearment, which I just sorta use for everyone, hehehe
And "A" or "Haaa" are sounds I make when I feel a lot, but not exactly a specific emotion, often when I'm really happy or really flustered though, heheheI ramble a lot too, so it's easy to end up with 3 chunks at the max 2000 limit on accident when I'm really passionate ^.^''
I also am trying to use the lil context things here and there, like /lh and /j, as well as the faces, as tone tags, to explain things better due to a misunderstanding in the past that was a big headache of apologies @.@'
Oh, right, if it matters, I'm extremely asexual, with one exception.
But I'm always happy to snuggle friends!! ^U^I use ♡ at the start of messages if my alters want to talk in the same message.
Alters
Starla Rōsuton:NNames: Starla, Star, Laela-Shin, Hoshi, Hoshiakari, Akari, Tank, Logic, Brute, Starry(by my S/O only)PN: She/Her They/ThemUses ☆Gotten a lot better at being emotionally avaliable and vulnerable, but there's still plenty to work at. Found myself managing to understand humor well enough to crack decent jokes half the time, which. Seems to be a good sign, heh.I've shifted my form to be non-human again, don't care to associate on that level, but. I'm gaining more 'humanity' in the sense of morality and vulnerability and humor and patience and such.I talk 'bluntly' most of the time, but don't mean any harm by it. I'm also learning to soften up a titch, and loosen my speech, even attempting humor here and there. It isn't the best, but it's a step in the right direction.I draw on rare occasions, and I stick very close to front to keep Zeph and Victor in check when Mouthy is busy.Happily taken by my handsome night~
Mouthful:NNames: Mouthy, Momma Mouthy, Macy Griffon, Griff, Dog-Raptor, BartenderPN: She/Her They/Them It/ItsUses ◇I'm a protective momma with a love of mixing drinks, cooking, being a bit destructive and chaotic, and being a source of comfort how I can. I've had poor impulse control, but I've been far better!!! Still workin' at it to be safe though, heheh!I have a son!!! He's so goddamn handsome!!! And I'll fuck you up if you hurt him. Without consent of course, heheh.I'm very loud, don't be afraid to tell me to tone down, 'n stop me if I start to get too aggressive sounding, it's rare that I'm actually pissed atcha unless I specifically say it, heheheh.Lots of thinking has lead me t'hit the realization that I might be into someone. Heavily so. And uh. I'm. Trying t'sort these feelings out?Trauma has me scared that I'm going to get hurt or hurt her in some way, but. I know that won't happen. Doesn't help my nerves though, hAH.
MypNNames: Myp, Meddie, Med, Robo-bean, etc.PN: They/Them He/Him It/ItsUses ♧Myp helpful!!! Good for health! And very friendly, yes yes yes!!!Talking weird, but! Can clearing up if needing, yes yes! Ask please!!!Very soft, very happy, liking meeting new friendings, yes yes yes!!!Not fronting muchly, but here always, yes yes!! Having more friendings to talking to, but mostly doing the talking through others, for helping with health advice where can, with what knowing at least ^.^'''
TeumeNNames: Tey, Masky, Flirt, Sune, etcPN: They/ThemUses: ¤I exist, and I don't think any of us are quite sure why, heh. Doubt you'll hear from me much, lovelies, but if you ever want to cure my boredom, don't be afraid to poke me~Humanity tends to be nasty, so don't be offended if I say humans are shit. If I'm talking to you, and haven't specifically said you are shit, then I'm not jamming you in with the rest of humanity obviously~Do tell me if calling y'all pet names casually is uncomfortable, it's a bit of a default to be a bit flirty constantly, just to savor the taste of your emotions when y'all react, but that doesn't mean I want to make you uncomfortable. I'll stop the moment you tell me to, promise~You don't need to know too much about little old me though, so I'll stop wasting time, hun~
VictorNNames: Vic, Crow, Gremlin, Chitori, Alec, Sight, Seizon, Vickie(only by my S/O), etcPN: He/Him They/ThemUses ♤Rewriting!!! Because a decent amount has changed since I formed!!!I like to be chaotic and collect shiny things and vibe!!! Be gay, do crime (within morality, don't uh. Don't murder folks that don't deserve it, hA), that sorta vibe!!!I have anxiety and anger issues, and I'm working on that, please be patient with me, and don't give up on me. I snap a bit easy, but I don't mean any harm, promise, I just!..I'm learning that I'm. Insecure? And I hate feeling weak and helpless and small. So I get extra defensive to make up for it and hide those facts sometimes.I can be very loud, do say if I'm too loud though, I'm working on volume around certain folks!! I just get excited and forget sometimes, bit of a crow-brained idiot at times ><My handsome Jay has been helping me realize it's!!! Okay to be vulnerable and weak sometimes!!! But it's still hard. I feel like I need to be aggressive and alert because the moment I'm too vulnerable tends to be the moment things fall apart, and that's been proven by experience a few times now, so. Sorta solidified it, ha..But it's okay!!! I'm finding a balance and trying to learn timing so that doesn't happen!!!
KichigaiNNames: Kichi, Kurata, Ku, Snake Man, Clown Bastard, Science Man, CowardPronouns: He/Him They/Them It/ItsUses □Hello. I'm Kichi, or Ku. Most of my nicknames listed are lighthearted jabs from those that know me well and have earned the right to use such insult humor with me.
When Starla overworks herself, I tend to try and cover for her.
Only issue is, she has far better skills with people than I. Please do be patient with me, I've only the best of intent with what I do.
I've found that sometimes, if I feel an issue is easily solvable and not being solved, I make the choice to solve it myself, only to find that my direct method was.. not delicate enough, as was actually needed. I'm trying to assess the situation better before making such decisions, as well as getting more input from the parties involved, to avoid these sorts of miscommunications in the future, but feel that noting that flaw is worthwhile until it is fully polished.
My tone may sound cold, but I don't intend to be, I just have a habit of focusing too heavily on logic.
My assumption is that I'm unintentionally picking up on what emotionless decision making Starla had left behind, to an extent, and if that has to exist somewhere in the brain, I'm happy to help take some of that load, so that others may appreciate their emotions as they deserve.
That's not to say I've no emotions though. It's just not as sensitive or extreme a range as most.
WindyNNames: Smol Child, Bab, Breezy, Breeze, W, Little One, The ChildPronouns: She/Her He/Him They/Them, Fem LeanUses •Hi hi hi!!! Uh, I'm a very old part of the system!!! I've been here since we were, uh.. 9? I think! When it was just Miss Starla and Momma Mouthy!!
I don't front too much, but I like to make friends!!!
Phie says no talking about adult stuff around me, but!! I can handle some stuff!! Just.. no animals getting hurt, please?
Mr Gooey helped me figure out what happened when I came back, so I feel super safe with it, and it's a good bet to get it if I'm not okay! Uh, I think it prefers to be called Unnamed?
But I don't mind the pretty angel lady either!!! She and Momma Mouthy are in lovvveee~!!! Hehehehe!!
Oh!! And Mr Snake Man and my friend Victor have been helping me navigate the mindspace a little, and answering questions!! Mr Snake Man is always very honest with me, doesn't treat me like a kid. I like that!!
Oh, sorry, right! I like flowers!! And bugs!!! But not spiders, only the little jumpy ones. And please not in my face?
Please don't raise your voice too much around me, it reminds me too much of my old dad, if that's okay
I like to draw too!!! And I like long dresses that almost touch my feet!! And tea parties!! But not those silly tea parties like babies have, I just like to talk with tea, it makes me feel all grown up!!
I also don't like being tickled or talking to new people too much without someone I know, so please don't make me too much..
I have a hard time learning names too, my memory is bad.. Momma said it's because of my trauma and cause my brain has a few owwies. I hope they go away fast!!
TenNNames: Sky, Fluff, GriffPronouns: He/HimUses ■Sooo
Hello?
I'm rather new to this system.
You likely won't hear from me. Most of us function that way, we're here to help from the sidelines after all, not replace, at least most of the time.
You may be wondering who I am, or why Kichigai feels any need to play logic in place of Starla, or uh. Where Starla even is lately.
She's alright, she just. Burnt herself out, then thought she was hallucinating from the burnout and still pushing herself to front at a rather rough point for Zephyr, and then. Ah. Well. I came to be.
A fun thing about the mind, once it fractures once, it can again, and again, and if one part, one personality, can't handle whatever they're dealing with, and it goes poorly enough, someone like me comes around.
Then again, Starla's overworking also sort of.. formed Kichigai in a similar manner, I believe.
I'm.. Still finding myself, but I like to comfort. I prefer to help folks settle, rest, recoup, whatever they may need.
Myp and I often discuss mental and physical needs, though we only know as much as this body allows us all to retain sadly, but it's still nice to talk to someone other than Starla, or ponder my existence.
If I ever do fully front, I fear what may have lead to those circumstances, and ask that everyone give this system space unless asked for help or otherwise, please.
Otherwise, I'm most preferredly and most likely going to co-front, as the others tend to do.